LOST: Have you seen him?

I've seem to have lost sight of him.
the perfect gentleman
a captain save-a-me
swooping down
flashing his brilliant cape
ridding my world of troubles and contrition

Through all the heartaches and pains
the perpetual roller coasters of ups and downs
I've wanted to lock my heart into a safe and throw away the key
Tie my heart to a rock and let it sink to the bottom
To be found by one brave soul
like treasure that has long since been buried
never seeing the light of day or love.

But through all the bitter ends and tribulations
I've come to realize, an epiphany, of what matters most.
Every breakup is a learning experience.

I have learned that the only person i can trust
is the person who is writing this blog entry.
I can only rely on myself to walk home.
there is no shoulder to lean on when I stumble
when I fall the only helping hand is my own

pushing my body off the ground
I stand up on my own legs,
the strongest foundation is my own two feet
I've paved the way forward
because life always goes on.
I've learned that nobody is going to hand me love on a silver platter
I dont need you to love me.
Because I love myself and thats the only person that really matters.

Show me a genuine honest gentleman
and ill show you an open mind and an open heart